Mayday! Mayday!

Shit!
How could I have done something stupid like buy a pack of smokes, when I had gone for four months without even ONE! And then suddenly, I feel completely out of control. Hanging on by a thread, even.

Fuck!
How do I manage to always screw up a good thing?

I'm a sad panda.

:(

Here's Looking at You, Kid.

Last night was a night of many firsts for me.

The first time I ever rode in a limo.

First time meeting Sean, the limo driver.

First visit to Piedmont Park.

First screen on the green.

And the first time I finally got to see Casablanca.

Most fun of all, was the first time I got to hang out with Jaimee, Joleen, Lynette, and Swathi all at once. Looks like the beginning of beautiful friendships!

Tiny Pants!!

In an update on the weight loss front, I finally broke the 10 pound mark and am now at 13! I am pushing myself to run/walk at least 8 miles a week and that is helping tremendously. (wow, exercise is a good thing...who knew??!) I love shrinking out of my clothes and having to buy new ones!

I'm not quite as obsessed with points as I once was, but probably because I am now on auto-pilot and pretty much know what I can eat every day without doing the math on it. I get fuller faster and with smaller portions, so it's not nearly the struggle as it was several weeks ago. And seriously, I want to marry whoever decided to make the Hostess 100-calorie packs so that they are packed with 5g of fiber. 1 point cupcakes might be my salvation.